Tuesday, September 9, 2008

To: ~Daniel~ Mr Bo liao

From: CY Mrs Bo liao

it's 3.00am now. i'm still not asleep yet. I know i shld be in bed now, be in lalaland, dreaming of being with you. But i couldn't sleep that early. Baby didn't reply me ever since i sent a sms to you after my tuition at 9 plus. I guess baby shld be tired and went to bed early le ba. I'm so sorry that i didn't do much things for you and i always want more from you instead. I know you have tried your best to make me happy and just wanted me to smile everytime i'm with you. It's my fault for not doing that for you. I shld appreciate what baby has done for me, and not always crying in front of you. I'm very very very very very sorry baby.

And dear, you know i'm a person who is not good with words, but i truly love you with all my hearts. Do you know that I am very happy everytime you said "I love you" and "I miss you", it's very sweet coming out from you because i know you mean it when you said it out to me. But i just didn't show it out for you to see. Maybe because of that, you might think that i'm not happy or satisfy with you and might even think i'm numb to it cause you told me everyday. However, i dont think it that way, i always wanted to express my love for you like what other girlfriends are doing for their boyfriends. But, i just dont know how i can do it with both words and actions. I'm just like you dear. That's why it's fated that we're together. I really hope things will turn out smooth for us. I really want to be your first and your last girlfriend. I want to give you only happiness, happy memories and always be the first to know everything about you, care for you and always be there for you when you need me. I just want to be the first person you think of every morning when you wakes up, the first person you want to have breakfast and all the other meals with, the person you want to spend your night with, the person who you want to hug to bed with and the person who will love you the most for eternity.

I dont know when you will read this post that i had wrote specially for you, but just to let you know i will never leave you even if you want me to, and i will always be right there for you immediately even when u called me in the midnight or smth. I'm willing to do anything for you in exchange for just a smile from you.

I LOVE YOU!

~~past~~,present,future 3:00 AM.