Sunday, May 4, 2008

tdy ruiling hubby came my hse.

wahhaha.

played mahjong with ah niu and ah yu

thn dont knw when form the btg liao

hmm, suddenly feel very sian..

i dont knw what to do..

i'm like lost

i wanna settle down

can i? hmm, i dont think so ba

hmm. sad, sian, i'm simply bored

rl hubby go home le

i sian diao le

no one is there

in the past,

there's still someone pei-ing me

right now, there's no one

i knw i'm busy,

but cant someone just

sacrifice time to look for me?

cant someone just drop by

my hse to look for me?

cant someone just call me to chat for a while?

y must i call everytime?

cant someone be more initiative?

i felt that i'm just a replacement.

when someone needs me, calls will come

when someone doesn't,

no news from tt person at all

it is always me that initiate things

hais, i knw i'm busy,

why cant someone just be more caring

even though i'm busy,

someone can just msg me and say

smth nice to make me happy

why why why?

am i demanding?

maybe, perhaps?

~~past~~,present,future 5:18 PM.