i'm damn super duper piss

i dont wanna talk to any one

i just cant stand it anymore

i'm breaking down alrdy



i can only shed tears alone in my room

wiping away the tears using my own bare hands

no one to even spare me a tissue paper

my door is always open

but no one is entering

sound pathetic eh?



i'm longer as strong as i think i'm

after all the things that had happened these past few months

i clearly knw who is there n who is not there for me

the ans is, i'm all alone by myself whn i need someone to talk to

no one can understand how i feel except for myself

whn i tell others

they wont even care n listen becos,

my new role nw is not very welcome by them

they wont actually knw how it rlly feels being looked differently by others



i knw i'm very emo-ing right nw

which i shldn't

but i cant help it

becos i'm weak to hold myself up

that's it

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chongying
sixteen on going seventeen
sagittarius/人马座
Ngee Ann Poly first yr under BFS
03.12.91
xiao_cangying@hotmail.com

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▪ i just want to be with you
▪ new ear piece [soon]
▪ black/white cardigan [soon]
▪ small pillow for baby [soon]
▪ new handphone [DECEMBER]
▪ the 17th birthday [DECEMBER]
▪ more bottoms and tees
▪ constantly meeting w my bestfrens
▪ let me lose weight--8kg
▪ purple flipflops
▪ own individual sofa
▪ crumpler
▪ zen mp3

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