Saturday, December 15, 2007

ronald sent me home ytd, n we had a gd chat near my block there. i finally realise who i rlly want to be. hmm, whn i reached home at ard midnight ytd, i called jun told her everything, meanwhile i was crying luh. dont ask me y, becos what i can rlly say is tt my heart is rlly painful. not emotionally but physically painful. thn, i whn online, sms terence kor, hmm, but i went to cook maggi to eat cos i'm hungry. real hungry. thn while i was eating at the living room, kor called n asked me to go msn. thn i said orh lor. what can i do, so we chatted for quite some time n i realise how all the ppl ard me are treating me in just one night. becos andy came to talk to me too. now he's my so called PT BF. which means in name only, jkjk, playing playing tt kind only. yeah, but seriously i'm happy with who i'm nw n i simply dont feeling like changing anything. i just want to be who i wanna be with. that's all tt i could say.

now i'm at jun's hse. early in the morning becos we planned to play bowl in the first place, but her six sense made her went to make a call to CDANS n realise there's a competition going on n we wont be able to play. so tt's a gd thing becos we wont be wasting our trip down there. thn now we're heading out soon to westmall to return books n she'll pei me go down to bugis to do my facial n after which i think i'll be coming back gombak with her to meet jason i supposed. just hope tt i can get to meet...

~~past~~,present,future 11:16 AM.