Tuesday, July 17, 2007

i dont think i have anything to say today.
what i want is a little cuddle from someone and a shoulder to lean on now. i simply cant describe my feelings in words.

nvm, well as usual, things were fine this morning.
we had our last P.E lesson for this term, erm not term la, just the last one before our prelim starts.
we played hockey. well, it's rather fun with the help of ms see in the first place when she told us the strategy of defending and attacking which is to move in a straight line.
but things started to go bored after all of us knew the way of playing.
ya and so i'm feeling happy as usual but not when i'm in the chem class.
i dont know why i got this feeling of crying out loud, but i knew i cant cos it's rather embarrassing to cry for no reason right. ppl might think i'm crazy.
so i think i had pull a long face for that entire whole period.
ya, but somehow no one notice it beside farhanah.
well well well, after being so depressed w/o any reason, the rest of the day doesn't seem to go right for me.
i'm so tired during the e maths mock paper that i almost fell aslp when i'd not complete half of the paper.
nevertheless, i forced myself to stay wake till i finished, checked thru' once and then i went to slp.
for amaths, something cheers me up for tt little while becos i got 101/105 for my mock paper.
but i knew i wont get tt marks for Os and prelim becos this paper i checked thru' so many times and moreover, this paper was done at home.
so frankly speaking, i dont think this is a gd test to gauge for the marks i'm gotta get for my prelim andOs.
as for eng, nth much. seriously. almost fell aslp during her lesson.
ya then lunch brk, went to have lunch cos wei hsin's hungry and i'm hungry too.
then SS,then went ah ma hse, then eat, then slp, then wait for my daddy to pick me up, then went back home.
just that same old routine of mine.
ya, and i'm damn tired now. i gotta go slp le.
my eyes are closing, i need coffee..
wish myself to have a gd day tml not like what had happened today.
tadaa...saying night and sweet dreams to myself.
sound so pathetic eh.

anyway just to say smth, i really miss the days we were together 4 years ago.
=) [forcing myself to put this!]

~~past~~,present,future 11:03 PM.