Tuesday, May 1, 2007

it's only today . just today .
when i was browsing the friendster, and saw my profile and photos .
it's only then i just realised who are my best pals who are those who will be by my side when i really need them .
serious . i just realised how important they're to me .
i really cant do w/o them .
you guys have simply made me feel like it's worth for me to live in this world all this years .
i know sometimes my temper is not that gd .
and i will often offend people omeway or another .
but i knew you guys will forgive me and give me advices sometime .
so if friends out there really came here to read my blog .
please really tell me the truth .
tell my how you feel about me .
i really wanna change my bad points and i really dont wanna always spoil ppl's mood by my words which i said out w/o knowing that i hurt them .
i really need those who cant stand me in some way or another to tell me how should i change .
i dont wanna end up having all the friends that pretend to like me .
but in actual fact they detest me alot .
i always need the truth to make me stronger .
friends out there : dont be afraid to tell me the truth .
i really wanna know how you guys feel about me .
dont be afraid that you might hurt my feelings anot .
cos if you hide all the unhappy stuff about me inside your heart .
you are only hurting more .
that's all i wanna say .

~~past~~,present,future 9:56 PM.