Tuesday, November 14, 2006

SO TIRED !!!
woken up by sms once again . pathetic me cant even R.I.P

i'm so stress over some stupid things which i'm not suppose to handle

so many things at one time . i'm think i'm dying sooner or later

i really really wanna stop this life here . i dont wanna live on with this kind of life

why cant people understand me just like my sistas . they will just keep doing things i dont like

if you were me . what will you do ? how will you feel ? dreadful ? love it very much ?

now what i really feel like doing is to go beach n relax . sit down on the sand . breathing fresh air

that kind of sensation is the best for me . if there's mp3 for me will be even better

with music n peace . that's the life i want it to be . PEACE !!!
when i'm i gotta get out of this world of people and be in the world of mine ?

my wh darling leaving me le . she went for co leadership camp with her new phone

her phone was nice but i still prefer mine . =p bleh ~~
she wont be acc me in sch this few days till when she came back on friday

then maybe we'll plan to go bugis to shop . or do some other stuff bah

then after this camp . not long after she will be leaving for china again

with my lots of darlings . hee . all girls har . dont misunderstand

got wei ying , nikki , joyce , wei yang aka daughter ....

hee . i'll miss her lots de . cos she will be going for 9 days n take plane , rest , add up = 10days

but then she's taking 10+ flight at night . so i dont think i'm able to go out at night to send her off

but maybe i can send nikki n wei ying . cos they taking 4pm flight

however i think my parents might object n dont allow me to go lar .

but i really wanna go . althought i dont know how to go . LOL~~

hee . i very evil de . i cant go china cos my parents object too + no $$ also lar

but i ask them to help me buy stuff hee . all clothes lar . nth much also .

haha think i stop here le . go do some other stuff

dont blame me if my posts are always short n in inproper english.

cos my english n writing skills cum memory is 'lan de' 'aka kns' type

~~past~~,present,future 8:20 AM.